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bud on Bipolar
Friday, April 18 2008
All of this anger and irritability in this illness is so horrible to live with. Sometimes I wonder if I use this illness as an excuse for my bad behavior. Is this true? Do we really not have control? I try and try to control my temper but it always seems to end up controling me. I am so discouraged......is it my fault? WHY can't I control it?... Read more
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bud on Bipolar
Wednesday, March 12 2008
Okay here we go again. I am feeling like a total failure as a Mom. I have 3 kids ages 3, 2, and 7 months old. My daughter has so much energy and really needs to get out more often....I am exhausted though and having bipolar disorder does not help the situation. My 7 month old was sleeping through the night and has decided that being awake is... Read more
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bud on Bipolar
Monday, March 03 2008
I find that when I am coming down from hypomania I am just EXTREMELY irritable....I feel like I hate everybody and everything! Of course my kids happen to choose this time to act up as well! I just feel like I want to open the front door and just run and run and run and never look back. Everything is getting on my nerves and everyone! I... Read more
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bud on Bipolar
Wednesday, February 13 2008
My husband and I just got into an argument about me having to pick up after EVERYONE in the house including him and he had the nerve to look me square in the eye and say....Is this your crazy side?...I HATE HIM
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bud on Bipolar
Tuesday, February 12 2008
I have been particularly irritable since my Lamictil dosage has gone up...I started it a month ago at .25 mg...now I am on 100 mg. My bad moods have worsened and I have been swearing like a truck driver. I even swore at my KIDS! I might THINK it in my head but I have NEVER said anything OUT LOUD to them!!!! It's starting to... Read more
