Information and opinions on health from Allikat7 at HealthCentral.com. HealthCentral.com is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/17813/index http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/17813/rss self application/xml en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/17813/index http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/17813/16654/please-help-me Tue, 20 Nov 2007 00:43:00 -0500 Allikat7 Medicine isn't working...therapy isn't working...I feel crazy...tired and I can't sleep... I feel hopeless and I don't know what to do...help! http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/17813/16654/please-help-me http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/17813/16636/hell-moment Mon, 19 Nov 2007 19:42:00 -0500 Allikat7 I feel like I am going crazy literally. I can't think straight. I can't trust my thoughts or feelings. As one of the experts wrote on me, I AM EXPERIENCING PSYCHIATRIC HELL!!!!!!! I really am and there doesn't seem to be a light at the end of the tunnel. I am not so sure there is that light at the end of the tunnel that those who have overcame this have described. If there is hell on earth I am in it. My hell is within my own mind.... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/17813/16636/hell-moment http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/17813/16552/mind-rest-world Sun, 18 Nov 2007 01:14:00 -0500 Allikat7 I am tired and sick at the moment, but I had to get this off my chest. Us bipolars don't have minds like everyone else and therefore we don't think like everyone else. I find the struggle frustrating, but at the same time elating. I know it must seem odd to feel this way, but in a way being bipolar is special because we think in ways others cannot. Nevertheless, it is still frustrating because we cannot convince everyone else to see... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/17813/16552/mind-rest-world http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/17813/15940/bipolar-ii Mon, 05 Nov 2007 22:22:00 -0500 Allikat7 Hi, My name is Allison and I am 23 years old. I was just recently diagnosed with Bipolar II a month ago after I had a period of episodes of poor judgements, reckless spending, and hypersexuality/promiscous behavior spanning over the last 3 years that was so out of my character that my relationships with my family and friends was damaged. During this time I had periods of crippling depression where I wanted to just die. Before... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/17813/15940/bipolar-ii