hi everyone its been awhile, i wish i could feel happy to come back here and i wish i could say im 100%.
I finished chemo march 1, 2010 a banner day, cancer free. All i could think is its finally over, surgery, radiation,chemo. It was what they said "simple". I had survived the on going reactions to the drugs, the depression, bone aches. lets... Read more
it's been almost 2 years sence my original diagosis of breast cancer.i have consistantly had my mamograms, and they have been CLEAR. Until a few days ago. I knew i had a lump i found it about a month ago. I knew the mamo was coming up and i was right. It was there. At first they told me and oil cyst, these apparently can be caused by... Read more
Dear Hair,
It feels like forever ago that i got those words"you have cancer". My first thought was "will i lose my hair?". My second thought was, "will I lose my breast?" I didnt know which was worse. Both signify, me,woman, everything that is seen by people. The first thing I see when I look in the mirror. After choosing lumpectomy... Read more
Yesterday I recieved my Oncotype dx Taylor X study results. After waiting 14 days I didnt even know if i wanted the result anymore. I had sort of gotten comfortable put cancer behind me, safely away where I didnt have to face it everyday. But here it is again. So this is the deal. The trial goes like this. (this test determines... Read more
On August 31, 2009 I went to my local hospital for my first mamogram. I am 48 years old. Yes I had neglected the yearly mamagram rule. I had no family history, No cancers in my family at all that I knew of. It didnt really seem important. However thru the summer I had been feeling crappy. Run down, tired all the time my joints hurt,... Read more
