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Nephilim on Depression
Friday, August 26 2011
It has been 4mnths since i shared anything here, and i have built up sadness since April. Im getting hopeless again about alot of things, and dislike myself all the time, and i cant seem to find a solution to feel better. My depression is starting to REALLY effect my life again, my relationships with people, my attendance at work, and what i think... Read more
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Nephilim on Depression
Wednesday, April 27 2011
Its been a couple months since i posted, and been out there living life and trying to cope. I do feel strongly that i have depression. I realize this more than ever, after analying my current life and past. I was bullied in elementary, kindergarten,middle school, and highschool which had contributed to my low self esteem, anti socialness,... Read more
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Nephilim on Depression
Friday, December 17 2010
I been working my butt off for the past two weeks. I been up and down and crazy with my emotions. One second im screaming at someone, the next im giggly and smiley. i cant seem to control my emotions at all. I feel very sad, due to the fact (lately) that i been with my boyfriend for 6years, and we have no apartment, no $, and that makes me so... Read more
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Nephilim on Depression
Monday, December 06 2010
I recently wrote a post about feeling like im at a point in my life i dont wana be at, with bad spending habits that i do realize i commit because im bored, sad, or feeling giving. Lately i find myself trying to figure out ways to make $ bcuz of my bad spending habits. I started to think hard about what i can sell, what lotto games and scratch... Read more
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Nephilim on Depression
Monday, November 29 2010
I have been feeling depressed about where i am in my life. I live with my boyfriend of 6yrs at his fathers house along with his 3bros. I feel like i have always been unable to be independent and save $ for a place of my own. This past month i tried my best to save $ but i have failed again. $ flies out the window with bills, food, andother things.... Read more
