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OceanBlue on Schizophrenia
Monday, June 29 2009
I read about this recent study on the Science Daily website. I found it sobering yet I agree with it's findings. I have been fortunate enough to be in therapy for most of my illness, good times and bad. It is good for me, I think, to have someone I can talk openly about my illness/symptoms with. It's nice to talk about... Read more
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OceanBlue on Schizophrenia
Monday, March 09 2009
I have been addicted to cigarettes since I was 15. I have quit twice in the past (once for two years), but always find my way back to them. Such comfort in the middle of a long night. The warm glow, smoke trailing of the cigarette in a lively dance, and of course the nicotine.
I've been sick with bronchitis... Read more
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OceanBlue on Schizophrenia
Thursday, March 05 2009
Good morning to all.
I'm up and about at 4am due to a change in my medication.
Though this has been a personally difficult year for me we made some changes to my meds last Summer due to quality of life issues. I cut my Geodon to 1 dose per day at night and we added another medication to help with agitation during the... Read more
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OceanBlue on Schizophrenia
Wednesday, February 25 2009
It's funny (not really), but after hearing about AA from my sister I think I have a lot in common with people dealing with addictions. I don't know the 12 steps by heart, but I find myself doing many of them. Over and Over unfortunately.
I am always trying to find a higher power that I can believe in. You would... Read more
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OceanBlue on Schizophrenia
Friday, January 16 2009
....but I am most definetly not 'comfortably numb'.
UGH. I listened to 'The Wall' today (not an uncommon thing). A brilliant piece of work. Unfortunately I feel as if they are singing of my life, not a jaded rock star's. I wasn't in a mood of particular self pity, it just came up on my playlist so I listened to it... Read more