Tuesday, May 29, 2012

just a thought !'s Posts

there illness managment v,s our sanity

from what i have learnt personally .i have found that the rougher the road we travel with our biopolar other depends on how well they are willing to manage there illness .and if they trully acept the diagnoses .we can think its  finally justifycation for all the trama , drama and all the other things this rollercoaster has to throw at us . in... Read moreChevron

can anyone relate

im lost tryen to make sence of it .the condradictions the lies the half truths the years the days the hours the rivers of tears the churning in my stomach the verbal assults the power trips the continuous whirlwind of emotions the elation of finally ,finnaly  acknoledgment  acceptance of how important  it is for him to look after... Read moreChevron

what do u think

if your biopolar other .says they have their hands up , that they are going to get the help that they need .they say they have alot to make up for ,but on the other hand they say they are walking on egg shells ond are constantly bitting there tongue and that they arnt going to jump through hoops   .what would you enterprut this as .they have... Read moreChevron

at a cross roads

im at at this crossroads again ,every time i end up back here .do i bear with him as he strugles to come to terms with his illness once again with him in the limelight for all his efforts ( 2 group meetings in 3 wks ) on how he needs to help himself and my kids and i have to take a back seat once again (12 years he has been helping himself come... Read moreChevron

is there any hope of a normal life ?

im i just deluded into thinking there can be any level of normality (stability )surviving  in an enviornment with bioploar partner (cant find the words, he is not a partner in any sence of the word )15 years of torture and im still surching for the answer .the odds arnt good .we split up after he moved into his mums and has been sleepen on... Read moreChevron