Information and opinions on health from vsayre at HealthCentral.com. HealthCentral.com is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/2346/index http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/2346/rss self application/xml en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/2346/index http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/2346/14718/person-state Mon, 08 Oct 2007 17:00:00 -0400 vsayre Hello After my surgery I had a serious delussions . It scared me bad. I saw writtting on the wall and people in my home that wasnt there. Is this part of the illiness? I am worried it will happen agian. http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/2346/14718/person-state http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/2346/14033/nightmare Fri, 21 Sep 2007 20:03:00 -0400 vsayre I have given calls to all the right people and still no medication. I am upset.It doent pay sometimes to call and ask for help.It hasnt accomplished anything for me.Why would they prescribe the medicine if I cant get it.I feel let down by my doctor and insurance company.All I need is a danm paper signed and turned into my insurance company.I tried to help with the problem and that lady at the office was not very friendly to me about my issue.I... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/2346/14033/nightmare http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/2346/13981/dont-anymore Thu, 20 Sep 2007 22:19:00 -0400 vsayre I dont understand why there is such a hold up for medical aproval of a medication for my health.I called my insurance and they said ev ery new medication needs approval for me to get it. So my doctor has to sign a form stating why I need the new med and for what condition. Ok that dont sound to hard.. (Yeah right..its harder than screwing in a light bulb I see)I saw the doctor on Tueday and its Thursday now Me with no medication yet.I just dont... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/2346/13981/dont-anymore http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/2346/13979/medication-delay Thu, 20 Sep 2007 22:09:00 -0400 vsayre Well I went to see the doctor Tuesday and it wasnt that bad she seemed rather nice. I just didnt like the interview process, I had to recall all my suicide attempts and tell her why I had tried to kill or harm myself. That was not to pleaseant but it was just a q&a thing not too bad.Then she informs me that she wants to try some meds on me.My red flag went up because I knew I wasnt responding well to meds in the past. I may have said this... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/2346/13979/medication-delay http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/2346/13882/to-grips-thing Wed, 19 Sep 2007 19:52:00 -0400 vsayre I have been strong and faced my fears of going back to the doctor for help with my bipolar and other emotional issues. Now I have to wait for insurance to approve my medication. This is making me feel uneasy.I wonder what elese could happen? This has not been the easiest time for me.Next week I have to go have a surgery at the hospital to stop iternal bleeding. I just cant believe my luck lately. I am scared about the surgery but trying to be... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/2346/13882/to-grips-thing http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/2346/13852/bipolar-suffer Tue, 18 Sep 2007 23:29:00 -0400 vsayre I meant my Doctor today and she is a nice woman who is very clear with her words and explainations. I really liked her veiw of looking at my life issues. I am just sorta confused now because after we talked over my basic behavior profile we talked over possible meds that she wanted to try with me. The conversation started to sound more about another diagnosis. It sounded like I had schizophenia. All the conversation was about my delusions... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/2346/13852/bipolar-suffer http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/2346/13848/day-remember Tue, 18 Sep 2007 22:52:00 -0400 vsayre I had my second appointment with my counselor today. The fact that the first visit didnt go well was on my mind and I wondered if this too was going to blow up in my face. At the first the recap of the oppintment before. I say enough already...Once we got on new bussiness and of the old news things went better.I still feel she might think she is a know it all, and that makes me uncomfortable.I need a conversation to flow not to be chopped up... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/2346/13848/day-remember http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/2346/13765/counselor Mon, 17 Sep 2007 19:04:00 -0400 vsayre I just started back to treatment for my Bipolar disorder. The counselor made me go on the defencive about my disorder. She says it may all be hormonal. she doesnt know me but she says that to me right away. I felt under attack. Like everything I said she just explained it all away by saying its cause of hormonal changes. I dont like her already. She dont give me time to do any problem solving.All the schooling in the world tells you not to... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/2346/13765/counselor http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/2346/13762/negetive-attude Mon, 17 Sep 2007 18:50:00 -0400 vsayre Icant believe How I was treated on my first visit to my counselor. This woman had me on the defensive about my disorder. I was defending my behavior. I never got help really I just got told I need six visits to work on daily living skills.Then she includes theses are the same issues you delt with before havent you learned anything?I felt angry and upset she kept telling me she was a clock watcher.I was dead in the water. There was no connecting... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/2346/13762/negetive-attude http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/2346/13760/anziety-due Mon, 17 Sep 2007 18:33:00 -0400 vsayre I have just went back in to treatment two weeks ago. Next week on the 28th I have a surgery for a hystorectomy. I am overwelmed by thoughts of dying in surgery. The new theripist says its all due to horomones. I think she is full of it.She dont know me enough to say that. It was hard for me to go back to them for help and then I was meant by mega beast. I am there to get help not get sadder.I just am waiting to talk to the doctor to get a... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/2346/13760/anziety-due