Friday, June 01, 2012

Heather712's Posts

Hospital Treatment, again

My therapist wants me to go back into treatment, again. I was discharged exactly 5 weeks ago today. I don't disagree with her. I don't have the money but I did look into my insurance and I'm not that far from them paying 100%.   To go in this time, I'll have to ask for financial help from my family. That is so hard. My mom is already... Read moreChevron

New Psychiatrist

I saw a new psychiatrist on Wednesday afternoon. As first impressions go, I really liked her. We changed my antidepressant which was good. I'm now taking Seroquel XR. I've noticed a change in my mood today. I seem to be feeling a little more up. Definitely not where I was Tuesday and Wednesday.   I still have a ways to go. My new psych dr.... Read moreChevron

Bad Day...

Today is a bad day for me. I'm feeling really down. My head is hurting because of this blasted Migraine. I wish I could cut the pain away. This pain doesn't help with my depression, I know. I try not to take the pain pills but sometimes the pain lasts so long and is so intense I just need some relief.   Lately I have been feeling like a... Read moreChevron

Afraid to say it...

I'm afraid to say this outloud but today has been a good day. I feel like admitting it will make something really bad happen.   I got through a really stressful week. My boss, who doesn't usually do this, thanked me several times for the good work I did at this meeting the last couple of days.   I'm really tired right now. I'm having... Read moreChevron

Very Anxious

For some reason, I'm am feeling very anxious today. I don't know what about. I just keep shaking my leg. It helps in a way but it also makes me aware of my anxiety.   I had many ups and downs this weekend. I'm having such a hard time allowing myself to be happy. I have so much to work on. I don't see my therapist until next... Read moreChevron