Information and opinions on health from Heather712 at HealthCentral.com. HealthCentral.com is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/244995/index http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/244995/rss self application/xml en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/244995/index http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/244995/107778/treatment Mon, 29 Mar 2010 12:49:10 -0400 Heather712 My therapist wants me to go back into treatment, again. I was discharged exactly 5 weeks ago today. I don't disagree with her. I don't have the money but I did look into my insurance and I'm not that far from them paying 100%.   To go in this time, I'll have to ask for financial help from my family. That is so hard. My mom is already helping me out.   I just want to stop feeling so bad. I can't stop crying. I put on that "happy"... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/244995/107778/treatment http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/244995/107458/psychiatrist Fri, 26 Mar 2010 13:13:39 -0400 Heather712 I saw a new psychiatrist on Wednesday afternoon. As first impressions go, I really liked her. We changed my antidepressant which was good. I'm now taking Seroquel XR. I've noticed a change in my mood today. I seem to be feeling a little more up. Definitely not where I was Tuesday and Wednesday.   I still have a ways to go. My new psych dr. told me: You know you are still really depressed. Really!? I'm also dealing with PTSD.   I... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/244995/107458/psychiatrist http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/244995/107093/bad-day Tue, 23 Mar 2010 14:05:41 -0400 Heather712 Today is a bad day for me. I'm feeling really down. My head is hurting because of this blasted Migraine. I wish I could cut the pain away. This pain doesn't help with my depression, I know. I try not to take the pain pills but sometimes the pain lasts so long and is so intense I just need some relief.   Lately I have been feeling like a burden. I'm ashamed of myself.   I feel like if I wasn't around that everyone would be better... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/244995/107093/bad-day http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/244995/106686/afraid Fri, 19 Mar 2010 17:42:15 -0400 Heather712 I'm afraid to say this outloud but today has been a good day. I feel like admitting it will make something really bad happen.   I got through a really stressful week. My boss, who doesn't usually do this, thanked me several times for the good work I did at this meeting the last couple of days.   I'm really tired right now. I'm having a difficult time figuring out how this makes me feel. I can't say that I feel happy-not yet. I... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/244995/106686/afraid http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/244995/105807/anxious Mon, 08 Mar 2010 11:57:35 -0500 Heather712 For some reason, I'm am feeling very anxious today. I don't know what about. I just keep shaking my leg. It helps in a way but it also makes me aware of my anxiety.   I had many ups and downs this weekend. I'm having such a hard time allowing myself to be happy. I have so much to work on. I don't see my therapist until next week.   I'm having a hard time concentrating on work. I'm scared that I'm falling backwards in my depression. http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/244995/105807/anxious