Friday, June 01, 2012

zoe ashcraft's Posts

New hope always blossoms from the soil fertilzed by tears.

Every now and again, I need to remind myself of that age old truth ~ that soil watered by tears yields new life~    from somewhere oveR the rainbow,  zoe     Seedling I can hold on to my dreams By a thread.Like a kiteI can fly on a breeze. I am weightless - a single seed~I can floaton the breath of Heaven ... Read moreChevron

Denied for the Fifth time, SSI.

Everyone knows getting disability is a long process- but 5 denials? How many years??? Ieeeh! I'm tired of crying. Called a lawyer's office today- recommended by a friend. Hoping, I'll have the strength to see this thing out to the end. It's not even so much the money. It's the validation. As a person with DID. I struggled for so many years under... Read moreChevron

Shesure is a Liability

Recently I was having 12+ seizures in a day~ as an added bonus my driving service decided I am too much of a liability- so they won't take me to see my new, well trusted doctor or his referals. (they won't take me to this one city) - definitely the storm before another rainbow* So I'm sharing this little poem as an added way of communicating just... Read moreChevron

Wish upon a star~ (something mostly just for fun) ~ with a serious side as well.

  Hello to the Knowers of Pain~ I've not yet filled in the "about me" portion of my profile, but for those of you interested rIGHT noW! I have Ehlers Danlos Syndrome, Cranio-cervical Instability, Tethered Cord and POTS as my major illnesses.   My serious question to you all today is~ what do you do with isolation and being disabled?... Read moreChevron

"Though He slay me..."

I have had no formal training in art. I have however, had formal and informal training in Pain, Agony and Despair. I am almost certain in the throws of my pain I have glimpsed hell herself lick her lips in delight at the torment of my soul. Doctors didn't help much either-  It took me literally, twenty years, a huge leap of faith, and a trip... Read moreChevron