Friday, June 01, 2012

debbie's Posts

learning to trust God from here on out!

Dear Father God, forgive me for the poor choices in the past. Right now I have to make so many decisions. I need your help. Help me to choose the right path...the one that is right for my family, for me, and most of all the one that is pleasing to You. I pray this and all prayers for the One who shows us what step to take next,in Jesus Christ... Read moreChevron

the loneliness of chronic pain and addiction is a very lonely place to live!

i feel so alone in this battle that is all-comsuming. i am afraid,i am lonely and this seems to have become a batlle that i am facing within!my pain consumes my every waking moment and my tolerance to narcotics is at a lethal level. like i previously posted im not even sure how much of this is chronic pain or my addiction to the pain pills? once i... Read moreChevron

all i want to do is lay under my covers and sleep my days away!

will living like this ever end? i don't care to socialize i don't care to answer my phone, and i am risking loosing my 3 boys and my gran-daughter. my boys have told me they are finished with my chronic pain and the narcotics i take to help me deal the pain. i don't even know whats real pain and whats my addiction anymore?i... Read moreChevron