debbie's SharePosts Information and opinions on health from debbie at HealthCentral.com. HealthCentral.com is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/286525/index http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/286525/rss self application/xml en-us 15 debbie's SharePosts 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/286525/index http://www.healthcentral.com/chronic-pain/c/286525/105685/learning Sun, 07 Mar 2010 01:14:53 -0500 debbie learning to trust God from here on out! Dear Father God, forgive me for the poor choices in the past. Right now I have to make so many decisions. I need your help. Help me to choose the right path...the one that is right for my family, for me, and most of all the one that is pleasing to You. I pray this and all prayers for the One who shows us what step to take next,in Jesus Christ name; amen http://www.healthcentral.com/chronic-pain/c/286525/105685/learning http://www.healthcentral.com/chronic-pain/c/286525/105662/loneliness Sat, 06 Mar 2010 16:33:44 -0500 debbie the loneliness of chronic pain and addiction is a very lonely place to live! i feel so alone in this battle that is all-comsuming. i am afraid,i am lonely and this seems to have become a batlle that i am facing within!my pain consumes my every waking moment and my tolerance to narcotics is at a lethal level. like i previously posted im not even sure how much of this is chronic pain or my addiction to the pain pills? once i switched from vicoden to oxycodone i was litterally shocked at how fast my tolerance to them... http://www.healthcentral.com/chronic-pain/c/286525/105662/loneliness http://www.healthcentral.com/chronic-pain/c/286525/105658/covers-days Sat, 06 Mar 2010 15:47:33 -0500 debbie all i want to do is lay under my covers and sleep my days away! will living like this ever end? i don't care to socialize i don't care to answer my phone, and i am risking loosing my 3 boys and my gran-daughter. my boys have told me they are finished with my chronic pain and the narcotics i take to help me deal the pain. i don't even know whats real pain and whats my addiction anymore?i currently  just gave my roomate my bottle of oxys so i couldn't take more than what is  perscribed. i feel... http://www.healthcentral.com/chronic-pain/c/286525/105658/covers-days