Information and opinions on health from Robyn222 at HealthCentral.com. HealthCentral.com is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/3187/index http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/3187/rss self application/xml en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/3187/index http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/3187/8618/scared-sick Mon, 16 Apr 2007 12:53:00 -0400 Robyn222  I am going through such a rough time. Losing DS was has been worse each day. It was a real stabilizing force for me. I feel like I am suffering a bit of a relapse. Also, I discovered the reason it is taking me so long to get a job is that my resume is so spotty for the last couple of years. I was just taking customer service jobs to supplement my income and didn't stay at places very long. And now I am terrified I won't get a job.... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/3187/8618/scared-sick http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/3187/8590/grief-worry-loss Sun, 15 Apr 2007 02:20:00 -0400 Robyn222 I miss my old depression support forum. I had to leave because things behind the scenes, shockingly to those of us paying attention, were not kosher--not at all. Some day I hope to tell the story--because it is quite a tale! But I did not realize how stabilizing it was there. I knew how everything worked and I knew all the people pretty much. So that is bothering me.There is also the intense worry over getting a job. I am really a professional... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/3187/8590/grief-worry-loss http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/3187/8462/site Tue, 10 Apr 2007 17:39:00 -0400 Robyn222 I am coming from another site with a great deal of problems including stalking and other crazy behaviors. Even the administration is not without question. One of the strangest experiences of my life. If I told all now you simply would not believe it! Half the people over there (you know the 3 monkeys) don't want to know and get angry at any facts. Any way I am happy to be here where it appears there are a number of people overseeing... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/3187/8462/site