WHERE TO START WELL IM 46, MY NAME IS ANN I HAVE 3 BEAUTIFULL GIRLS THAT ARE GROWN&2 STEP KIDS THRU MY BOYFRIENDS HIS ARE A GIRL17&ABOY19&I HAVE 11 GRANDBABIES&2GREAT GRANDBABIES I NEVER SEE MY KIDS OR THE GRANBABIES BUT I GET PHONECALLS&PICTURES FROM THE COMPTURE I LOVE TO DO CROSS-STICHING WHEN I'M ABLE TO&ARTS&CRAFTS I HAVE 2BEAUTIFULL DOGS THAT KEEP ME CLEANING BECAUSE THEY SHED&HAVEING FIBROMYALGIA TAKES ALOT OUT OF ME.MY BOYFRIEND&I ARE GOIN THROUGH COUNCLING I STARTED A WHILE BACK DUE TO A BAD NARCOTIC,PHYSICOTIC,BREAK DOWN DUE TO TOO MANY NARCOTICS I WAS ON AT THAT TIME IT WAS LIKE 6DIFFERENT ONES.&I TOOK IT OUT ON MY BOYFRIEND A FEW TIMES, SO I TOLD MY DRS.I REALLY NEED HELP I WAS IN TEARS SO NOW WERE BOTH GOING TO COUNCLING FOR A DIFFERENT REASON.WERE WORKING TOGHETHER NOW, BUT THINGS ARE MUCH BETTER NOW THAT THEY GOT ME OFF ALL THEM  NARCOTICS. WHEN YOU HAVE AN A ABUSIVE SUBTENCES PROBLEM,ITS HARD TO FIGHT &THE WITHDRALWS ARE SO BAD I WENT THROUGH YEARS OF DEALING WITH AN ABUSIVE NOW EX-HUBBY MY KIDS DAD &WHEN I HAD MY BREAK DOWN IT SENT FLASH BACK BAD.BUT MY BOYFRIEND IS VERY SUPORTIVE WHEN IT COMES TO MY MEDICNES,THERE WAS ONE NIGHT WHEN I EVEN WAS LAYIN ON OUR LIVEINGROOM FLOOR HE HAD FOUND ME I WAS HAVEING PROBLES FALLING ASLEEP FOR NO REASON AT ALL.&THAT WAS REALY SCARY BECAUSE I HAD A CIGERT THAT HAD BUNRT OUT ON THE FLOOR NEXT TO ME I DONT EVEN REMEMBER LAYING THERE LET ALONE FALLING ASLEEP LIKE THAT LATELY I STAY UP TILL 2AM TILL HE GETS UP KINDA SO BECASUE A PART OF ME IS STILL AFRAID&DONT KNOW HOW TO TELL HIM.