Information and opinions on health from Crazylady at HealthCentral.com. HealthCentral.com is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/32414/index http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/32414/rss self application/xml en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/32414/index http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/32414/98422/ends Wed, 16 Dec 2009 16:34:09 -0500 Crazylady Well, I'd like to say things are going good but they're not.  Yes.  This is a really tough time of year, I have to agree.  Literally no money for gifts, no money for food!  I was really looking forward to the possibility of going back to school.  Unfortunately, I found out that I can't get funding because I still owe on a student loan from about 10 yrs. ago.  I was unable to finish my degree at the time because of... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/32414/98422/ends http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/32414/52921/ya-trigger Sat, 20 Dec 2008 03:14:20 -0500 Crazylady I have been dealing with my bipolar, borderline personality disorder for a very long time.  I know the ins in and outs very well, that's what is scary.  I know this has nothing to do with the season as it has been going on for months.  I have talked with my psych. doctor and he has taken meds away instead of finding ones that work (he is new as my past doctor has left the county mental health field due to severe budget... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/32414/52921/ya-trigger http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/32414/51179/bad-night Fri, 05 Dec 2008 01:37:23 -0500 Crazylady Hi, I have been living with BiPolar Disorder for over 30 yrs.  Some days it seems like I can't take it another day.  The nights are especially hard.  I know that the thought of suicide is more of a habit and escape than anything else but lately, it's all I have on my mind.  I am usually pretty good at "waiting it out."  Some days I don't know if I want to "wait out" another cycle.  I don't know if I have another one... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/32414/51179/bad-night