58 yr old female, life is so unbearable most of the time, need people to talk to. I am very much a loner, have a control freak for a hubby, have two grown sons, they don't understand me. Over the past 20 years have been hospitalized for attempted suicide, have seen many specialists, have been told I also suffer from SAD. Life in general has no purpose for me, cry a lot. Don't want to be this way but the depression is so powerful, no matter how hard I try to fight it, doesn't work. Can anyone relate to this. Will be glad to hear from someone on a daily basis...might help cheer me up.

Having a really down day today.