I AM 40,SINGLE AND hAVE A BEAUTIFUL 4YR OLD. MY PAST HAS BEEN FILLED WITH DOWNFALL AFTER DOWNFALL.I WAS PICKED ON,BULLIED WHEN I WAS 14,RAPPED @ 15,AND PICKED ON STILL AND DROPPED OUT OF SCHOOL @16.I COULD KEEP ON BUT DONT NEED PITY.I HAVE 4KIDS,1ST ONE WAS FROM THE RAPE,YET I GAVE HIM AWAY BECAUSE I COULDNT CARE FOR A CHILD .I TRIED TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL BUT JUST ENDED UP WITH A GUY WHO USED ME,HURT ME AND TOOK THE FALL FOR HIM,WENT TO PRISON...AND WELL...GOT OUT SAME THING AGAIN.FELL FOR THE WRONG MAN AGAIN,AND HE LEFT ME WITH A CHILD AND NOW I HAVE NOTHING BUT PAINS,ACHES,AND HE JUST WENT TO PRISON 4TERYING TO KILL ME.I AM HURTING,AND JUST WANT A LIFE,AND A JOB,SO I CAN TAKE CARE OF MY 4YR.OLD.I HAVE SO MUCH WRONG WITH ME,AND I HAVE NO ONE TO TALK TO,AND FEEL SO ALONE....I NEED HELP!
Living With It in Depression