Being sluggish on medications has always made me require an hour to wake up and coffee int he morning. A few months back I tried REd bull and it was like I was alive. Worked great at first, but now I am addicted to it. I can feel in make me maniac and racey. Is seems like there is a war going on inside my head between the... Read more
The short. I am a rapid cycler, switched doc's and meds back in the fall to depakote and serequel. Seemed to be working and got through the Xmas season. Manaic during shopping and depressed druing family visits. 42 yr old good job, 2 great kids, just got engaged. have everything, right? I am a glass house, empty... Read more
The short. I am a rapid cycler, switched doc's and meds back in the fall to depakote and serequel. Seemed to be working and got through the Xmas season. Manaic during shopping and depressed druing family visits. 42 yr old good job, 2 great kids, just got engaged. have everything, right? I am a glass house, empty... Read more
Before i was diagnosed 10 yrs ago with Bipolar i struggled with who i was and why i felt so lonely in stange inside. I wrote much of this and once I found it year later it told me i had been suffering from this illness since i was a child. i just didn't know how to see it.
Broken....
I hurt and I cry, but no one ever sees all... Read more
Looking for some serious BP talk especially for those who suffer from rapid cycling.
