Information and opinions on health from pamela at HealthCentral.com. HealthCentral.com is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/374824/index http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/374824/rss self application/xml en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/374824/index http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/374824/149599/long-time Tue, 24 Jan 2012 11:48:26 -0500 pamela I finally got a job. When I went to the orientation after I was hired I found out that it was minimum wage pay!!  First uh oh/disadvantage. Then I started working. The first couple of days I had to walk, an hour, across town, cross a busy intersection to get there. I liked the woman I first worked with though she complained alot and let me know that she definately did not like working there.. Then I met the guy I would be working with... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/374824/149599/long-time http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/374824/142178/nightmare Fri, 29 Jul 2011 11:44:24 -0400 pamela Join me won't you::  go back 50yrs to when I was born into a family of 10 kids  that's when and where my innocence was taken at about 4yrs abandoned and forgotten,and it continued my mother knew and did nothing,,,, until I escaped with the first guy that would take me getting pregnant and.,.   my life of hell continues and gets worse with my baby from that relationship coming home from visitation with his... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/374824/142178/nightmare http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/374824/141708/remember Mon, 18 Jul 2011 22:43:08 -0400 pamela I wanted to share this: Just Walk: If I can't fix everything, I'll just fix one thing. If I can't help myself, I'll just help another. If I can't lift my hand, I'll just lift my finger. If I can't run, I'll just walk. If I don't know how I'll go on, I'll just go on anyway without knowing how. If I don't know where I'm going, I'll just go somewhere. I'll do something I think I can't do, and then I'll just know that I can do something.. KB http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/374824/141708/remember http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/374824/141644/had-enough Sun, 17 Jul 2011 22:55:31 -0400 pamela My boyfriend and I were invited to a birthday party for his niece who's also moving to another state. The party was given at his brother's house.  The night before my boyfriend called his parents to see how they were doing because of the hot weather.  I was setting in the same room as he was talking on the phone with his mother so I could overhear everything and  noticed he was talking real quietly.  I knew they... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/374824/141644/had-enough http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/374824/141476/past-present Thu, 14 Jul 2011 14:38:52 -0400 pamela Alot of things are bothering me,,, have been for months.  I'm hoping if I talk about this with others that it will help and not seem so big... The realization that I'm getting old and I need a home somewhere quiet for me and my family is of the upmost importance in my life.    What really is freaky coincidence  is that I was driving down a sidestreet where I live and thinking outloud how ideal it would be to... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/374824/141476/past-present http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/374824/140403/awful-effects Thu, 23 Jun 2011 21:13:34 -0400 pamela I've been having awful anxiety attacks again.  I don't know if it's my meds = Wellbutrin once a day 150mg and Buspirone twice a day 15mg.  I think it may be a combination of things,,  one that I got a letter stating medicaid will end.  Also the same day got another letter stating we were over paid social security and have to pay that back.     Also too school has ended and for some reason I feel very sad like... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/374824/140403/awful-effects http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/374824/139962/depression Wed, 15 Jun 2011 11:16:41 -0400 pamela I was on another website and my nephew emailed me about his mom, my sister. He said that she has gone crazy, stole money from him, and that she's angry with my family and not going to have anything to do with us ever because we don't help her or care..  The timing for this is perfect because I've been feeling the same way..  I reach out to my family and they don't care or help which causes my depression to worsen.  I want to turn... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/374824/139962/depression http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/374824/138765/depression Mon, 23 May 2011 10:58:05 -0400 pamela I hate the weekends. I  wake up angry and don't know why. This weekend was a little better.  I get anxious when I realize there's nothing to do on the weekend. I did plan this one somewhat.. I used to hate going out around other people, I still do, and I haven't figured this one out yet.  It depends on where I go. I don't mind going to the school.   There are times when I go out to the store and hate... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/374824/138765/depression http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/374824/138201/st-wellbutrin Thu, 12 May 2011 11:53:40 -0400 pamela Does anyone know if you can take St John's Wort with Wellbutrin and Buspirone?? I went to my primary care doctor earlier this week to change dosage of meds I'm taking now but he told me to talk with my counselor.,. and I did.,., but, she told me she's making an appointment for me to talk with psychiatrist which will take weeks!!!  So this is why I'd like to know if anyone on here knows if it's ok to take St John's Wort with the meds... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/374824/138201/st-wellbutrin http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/374824/138145/concentrate Wed, 11 May 2011 12:36:34 -0400 pamela I was reading over the shareposts and came to one that interest me and I wanted to respond  but it's like I  couldn't concentrate or forcus to put into words what I wanted to say. It's really hard now for me to type this,., I really have to think.. Maybe I'm thinking too much.  Trying too hard or I'm too hard on myself.. I'm taking Wellbutrin for my depression, and Buspirone for my anxiety. I was just wondering if anyone else ever... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/374824/138145/concentrate