Thursday, May 31, 2012

jessi9's Posts

terrified

Living with bipolar, I've done a fair share of mucking up relationships.  I can be overreactive, dramatic, flighty, impulsive, angry, analytical, jealous, demanding, all that jazz.  My last relationship was a mess.  I dated an alcoholic who treated me badly, so I always had something to react to.  And when it ended, it ended... Read moreChevron

work place/social anxiety

One of my greatest difficulties with bipolar is an intense feeling of social insecurity.  More often than not, I feel like I am wearing a great flashing sign above my head that reads "abnormal" or "messed up" or something like that.  I feel absolutely transparent.  I am certain everyone knows that I dont have all my ducks in a row,... Read moreChevron

Medication

I am 21, and this past year I was finally diagnosed with bipolar disorder. ( I am also clinically diagnosed with ADD and anxiety disorders).  Since then, I have been taking 10 mg of the med Abilify.  It has definitely helped control the number of "out bursts" I have, but I dont think it has deterred the feelings that I have as a result... Read moreChevron

To blame

I am 21 and was recently diagnosed with bipolar disorder this past year.  It's safe to say that I have gone through many emotional hardships, which escalated to a point where I started cutting myself two years ago.  (This didnt last very long).  Despite the fact that I now have a diagnosis and an explanation for my behavior, I still... Read moreChevron