Summer vacation is finally over and I have the computer back. So the question is, why didn't I try to report back here for so many months? Truth is, I couldn't tell you. All of a sudden I emotionally fell to my knees. I struggled out of bed, I dragged my feet, I spent the summer taking the kids to their psych appointments... Read more
My oldest daughter, now 15, was finally "officially" diagnosed and medicinally treated as Bipolar back in August. Yes, I realize it has been months before posting the announcement. I just got sidetracked with my own pharmasudical roller coster. I think her sickness started years ago. When she was 5, she convinced... Read more
Invega is an endangerment to me. My apathy was a waving red flag to an already stressed bull and fights have ensued for the last two weeks. Big scarey fights, teetering on the verge of out of control. And I have to say it wasn't all that terrifying to me. Just confusing. But the fact that I should have been on the... Read more
I had a dose bump from 6 to 9mg Invega for nearly month now. I feel exhausted most of the time, I'm procrastinating on important things like doctor appointments and grocery shopping, and I lost my vocabulary. I thought I just lost my creativity ( I really, really miss my creativity) but I'm stumbling over words and I'm nearly in... Read more
I'm still here.
I didn't want to be, not in June.
Everything went wrong in June.
I'm just getting back on my feet, and on my computer.
I've missed you guys.
So, I talk in my sleep. I'm told the conversations get weird. But sometime back in May I was getting past weird and into hurtful, unconventional, and out of... Read more
