Information and opinions on health from RedShoe at HealthCentral.com. HealthCentral.com is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/4350/index http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/4350/rss self application/xml en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/4350/index http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/4350/7563/screamed Wed, 14 Mar 2007 23:24:00 -0400 RedShoe I can remember being as young as 6 or 7, in first grade, and not being happy. I can remember being jealous of my sister who was carefree and friendly. I can remember thinking it was so hard to do the right thing, say the right thing, have the right thing. I didn't know what was wrong with me. I just thought I was wrong. Personally, all about me, was wrong. And I thought, I have to change myself. As I got older these feelings got worse.... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/4350/7563/screamed