Friday, June 01, 2012

kate's Posts

I don't know what to do anymore

I feel like something in me snapped, like I'm broken now. I can't stop crying. It's been going on for about 2 months now. Today's my twentieth birthday. I've been crying on and off all day. I don't know why. It won't stop. It's happening all the time. I'll be sitting watching a film with my family and I'll get up and excuse myself to my room so I... Read moreChevron

Courageous or Cowardly?

Recently, a friend of mine told me I had courage. I had told him how I was considering seeking therapy. When he questioned why, I told him that it was because of my past. He said that by admitting I need to talk to someone and seeking out help takes courage. A previous time was when I had told him I left my home life with my dad because the... Read moreChevron

I think it's time.

I think it's time for me to finally get my whole story off my chest. I'm sorry, but it may be a tad bit long. However, I can't bring myself to see a therapist yet, so I'll just do this for now.   I guess I'll just start off with a bit about myself. I'm currently 19 and attending a university. My mother and father divorced when I was about 8... Read moreChevron

Back Once Again.

It has been quite a long time since I have been on here...A lot has changed. I'm in college. I'm finally away from my family and my hometown and it feels good. My roommate is great and very goofy, like me. Things were going great for a while, but then things just started going wrong and it feels as if it's a domino effect. I started dating this... Read moreChevron

It's been a while

It's been quite a while since I first wrote. I felt pretty good for a while. Things were going good. I turned 18 and had one of the best birthdays I've ever had. It seemed like I wasn't depressed anymore. I kept myself busy and surrounded by people. Between school and work and college plans I just didn't have the time to stop and think about... Read moreChevron