Saturday, June 02, 2012
Forgotten61
  • Forgotten61
  • Location: cheboygan, MI, United States
  • Birthday: August 21, 1961
  • Bio: Time is ticking Away
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HEALTH INTERESTS:

depression, PTSD, suicide

DRUGS I AM TAKING:

lamaxidine, trazadone

ABOUT ME:

I am currently going thru some really bad times an I have been battling my demons since I was a child,I have been told to many times to suck it up,but I lost the will to fight. I am not out for pity never have. Ever since I got out of the Army in 89 which was a mistake should have stayed in...I have failed everything in life I tried since,marriage, jobs,relationships,my kids,my dreams.I owen nothing can't find the person I used to be..The VA helps me with counseling but can't really help me unless I have a drug or booze addiction.If wouldn't have served in peace time they could.I was almost killed in 1990 motorcycle accident,I been homeless 3 times an about to be again Oct 5th,I came back to Michigan to help my sister now i need help it ain't going to happen.I have people who say they are my friends an some i was there for when they needed it....An everyone says turned to God how can i when i don't believe that I have a soul to save....well sorry for the venting I wasn't really looking for a site to air out my laundry but i am in a small town an nothing here an no way out.All I think is to hang myself from the bridge in townnnnnn....

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