Information and opinions on health from JENNIFER TURNER at HealthCentral.com. HealthCentral.com is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/45919/index http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/45919/rss self application/xml en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/45919/index http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/45919/47730/hard-time Thu, 06 Nov 2008 13:25:52 -0500 JENNIFER TURNER HI EVERYONE, I HOPE YOU ALL ARE DOING BETTER. AS FOR ME, I HAVE BEEN DEEPLY DEPRESSED FOR WEEKS. I AM TAKING MY MEDS. BUT ALL I CAN THINK ABOUT IS HOW MUCH I WANT TO LEAVE THIS WORLD AND GO TO HEAVEN..NO..I WONT TAKE MY LIFE...I JUST WANT GOD TO END THIS TIME I AM HERE....I TRY TO TELL MY HUSBAND BUT HE DOES NOT KNOW WHAT IT IS LIKE TO BE DEPRESSED. I HAVE BEEN STAYING IN MY ROOM, NOT WANTING TO SEE OR HEAR FROM ANYONE...MAYBE IT,S BECAUSE OF... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/45919/47730/hard-time http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/45919/45842/zoloft-detoxing Wed, 22 Oct 2008 14:06:40 -0400 JENNIFER TURNER HELLO EVERYONE, I THINK I WROTE IN MY LAST POST THAT I WAS STOPPING ZOLOFT,,,,O.K....11 DAYS OF WANTING TO RIP THINGS APART AND BEING SO FILLED WITH ANGER AND RAGE, I TOOK A ZOLOFT THIS MORNING. I DID EXACTLY THE WAY MY DR. TOLD ME, BUT, IT DID NOT WORK FOR ME. I HAVE BEEN TO THE POINT OF STAYING IN MY ROOM AND JUST STARING AT THE TV, NOT EVEN WATCHING IT. I HAVE NO MEDICAL INSURANCE SO I GO TO A CLINIC FOR MY HEALTH PROBLEMS AND GET MY MEDS.... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/45919/45842/zoloft-detoxing http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/45919/41265/life-lessons Wed, 17 Sep 2008 12:54:33 -0400 JENNIFER TURNER HELLO EVERYONE, I HAVE NOT UPDATED IN A LONG TIME. MY HUSBAND HAD 2 HEART ATTACKS IN JULY, HE HAD ANGIOPLASTY DONE BUT HE STILL HAS SERIOUS PROBLEMS. HE IS ANEMIC, HAS KIDNEY FAILURE, CONGESTIVE HEART FAILURE. AND I AM AT THE LOWEST PLACE IN DEPRESSION  , I DONT REMEMBER EVER BEING LIKE THIS. I FEEL GUILTY, ALMOST LIKE I GAVE HIM ALL HIS HEALTH PROBLEMS.I JUST WANT TO LAY DOWN AND DIE..ALL MY LIFE I HAVE FELT GUILTY EVEN WHEN I DID,NT DO... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/45919/41265/life-lessons http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/45919/31344/find Thu, 19 Jun 2008 08:58:15 -0400 JENNIFER TURNER HELLO EVERYONE, I HAVE TO GET STRAIGHT TO THE POINT BEFORE MY WEB RECEIVER TURNS CRAZY ON ME....SINCE THE WEBSITE WAS CHANGED I AM HAVING A TERRIBLE TIME ACCESSING THE SITE. I AM EXTREMLY DEPRESSED AND I NEED THE FEED BACK AND SUPPORT I WAS GETTING BEFORE.  I HAVE HAD A LOT OF HEALTH PROBLEMS AND I HAVE BEEN STUCK AT HOME FOR A MONTH..I WILL GET OUT TOMORROW ONLY BECAUSE I HAVE TO GO TO MY DR...I MISS THE FREINDS I HAD HERE..LIKE... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/45919/31344/find http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/45919/29280/sharing-letter Thu, 29 May 2008 12:29:34 -0400 JENNIFER TURNER HI EVERYONE, I CANT BELIEVE I HAVE TO START ALL OVER BUT I AM DETERMINED TO SHARE THIS LETTER MY GRAND-DAUGHTER WROTE 3 YRS. AGO, AFTER SHE WENT THROUGH A VERY BAD TIME. SHE IS 19 NOW AND IN COLLEGE, SHE WAS GOING TO BE A DOCTOR BUT SAW A GREATER NEED FOR GOOD NURSES...I HIT A BUTTON AND SENT THE ENTIRE POST WHICH IS LONG SOMEWHERE...JUST VANISHED...HERE WE GO AGAIN..............BEAUTIFULLY BITTERSWEET...BY BRITTANY SHALAIGH.....EVERYWHERE SHE... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/45919/29280/sharing-letter http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/45919/29014/depressed Tue, 27 May 2008 09:52:01 -0400 JENNIFER TURNER  HI EVERYONE, I HOPE YOU ALL ARE FINE...AS FOR ME...WHY IS IT THAT JUST WHEN YOU HAVE BEEN FEELING O.K. FOR A FEW DAYS, SOMETHING, EVEN, THE SMALLEST REMARK, CAN RUIN YOUR MOOD AND SEND YOU BACK INTO THE DEPRESSION PIT? IT HAPPENED TO ME YESTERDAY. I MUST SAY I AM EXTREMLY SENSITIVE, HAVE BEEN ALL MY LIFE...ANYWAY, YESTERDAY, MOST OF MY FAMILY WERE COMING TO MY YOUNGEST DAUGHTERS TO COOK-OUT AND SWIM AND HAVE A GOOD TIME..WHILE TALKING TO... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/45919/29014/depressed http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/45919/28492/speaking Wed, 21 May 2008 13:14:39 -0400 JENNIFER TURNER HELLO EVERYONE, WELL I SAW MY DR. YESTERDAY AND AS I HAD PLANNED I TOLD HIM I WANTED TO STOP SOME OF THE MEDS.TO SEE IF I WOULD FEEL BETTER. THE MEDS. WERE ZOLOFT, NORVASC, TRICOR145, AND ZOCOR. HE LOOKED AT MY RECORDS AND SAID THAT I COULD GO FOR 1 MONTH, THEN HE WANTS TO SEE ME AGAIN TO MAKE SURE MY BLOOD PRESSURE, TRIGLICERIDES,AND SUGAR NUMBERS WERE O.K. IT SEEMS I AM JUST AT THE BORDERLINE FOR EVERYTHING EXCEPT THE TRIGLICERIDES WHICH ARE... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/45919/28492/speaking http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/45919/28252/desperate Mon, 19 May 2008 12:44:42 -0400 JENNIFER TURNER HI EVERYONE, I HOPE YOU ALL ARE O.K. AS FOR ME, I AM GOING TO MY DR. TOMORROW AND I AM GOING TO TELL HIM THAT I WANT TO STOP SOME OF THE MEDS. THAT I AM ON...THE ZOLOFT..TRICOR145..ZOCOR..AND NORVASC AS I THINK THEY ARE MAKING ME FEEL SICK AND TIRED ALL THE TIME.SO I REALLY NEED ALL THE PRAYERS I CAN GET. MY VISION IS SO BAD AND I THINK SOME OF THE MEDS. ARE MAKING IT WORSE. SO PLEASE REMEMBER ME IN YOUR PRAYERS. THANKS AND GOD BLESS... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/45919/28252/desperate http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/45919/27415/brighter-days Fri, 09 May 2008 08:42:04 -0400 JENNIFER TURNER HI EVERYONE, I HOPE YOU ALL ARE FINE. I AM MUCH BETTER THAN I WAS. I HAVE SPENT A LOT OF TIME AT THIS SITE AND READING OTHER PEOPLES POSTS. IT MAKES ME FEEL KIND OF DUMB TO RANT AND RAVE ABOUT THE WAY MY HUSBAND HAS TALKED TO ME WHEN I SEE THAT SOME PEOPLE ARE SO DESPERANT AND HAVE HORROR STORYS TO TELL. ANYWAY, I WANT TO THANK EVERYONE FOR YOUR CONCERN. I AM FINE, I WILL NEVER HURT MYSELF AGAIN AND NO WAY WILL I TAKE MY OWN LIFE.NO MATTER WHAT... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/45919/27415/brighter-days http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/45919/26653/monster-back Thu, 01 May 2008 09:21:16 -0400 JENNIFER TURNER HI EVERYONE, I HOPE YOU ALL ARE GREAT....AS FOR ME...I AM NOT DOING SO GOOD...I REALLY DID'NT WANT TO WAKE UP THIS MORNING AND STILL BE HERE ON EARTH. BUT, HERE I AM..I HAVE ALMOST LOST CONTROL OF MYSELF. IT OF COURSE , HAS TO DO WITH MY HUSBAND...HE JUST BLIND-SIDED ME YESTERDAY..HE WAS IN SUCH A RAGE, YELLING AND CURSING, AND OUR GRANDDAUGHTERS WERE HERE. THEY WERE AFRAID AND WENT TO THEIR AUNTS DOWN THE DRIVE WAY....ALL BECAUSE I CHARGED 1 OF... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/45919/26653/monster-back