Wednesday, May 30, 2012

alxv's Posts

Guilt and whatever puts us down

I don't do guilt anymore. There are many people around me who like to think that I don't do enough or that I just blame my Bipolar disorder when I don't do things their way...   I don’t give a dam anymore if family or anybody judges me for taking my time to get up every time I fall into depressive mode or just have mood... Read moreChevron

DON'T BE AFRAID TO CHANGE

I have depression symptoms all my life.   My 1st deepest depression hit me when I was only 16 years old and it last for 18 months, with psychotic thoughts and alot of anxiety made me afraid of even go outside the house.    I've always thought it was about my life and all the bad things happening...  So, like many... Read moreChevron

I want to share this with all of you, hope it helps...

I was feeling very sick last week, it was the worst week I had in many years, almost lost my sanity for good.   I am reading a book called Depression, by Dr. Paul Hauck, and after taking 2 days just to sleep, because I was exausted, I start reading this book that I have for many years but I always thought it was a book that would... Read moreChevron

Fighting not to lose control

My condition, Bipolar II, it's taking a toll on me. I'm so nervous for the last 4 months that sometimes I think I'm going insane.   I have so much stress and feel so much pressure to do well that I don't know if I can do it anymore.  I think that with age I sure don't get better and memory loss is not helping either. I'm... Read moreChevron

Bipolars and motherhood

Hi my brothers and sisters bps!!   I wish to ask if any woman with BP got pregnant after age 40? And in general how do you coupe with all the hard work of raising your children. Another very importante question, it has to do with your feelings towards your children/child. Since we take so many meds to control our emotions and mood swings,... Read moreChevron