Im 22 years of age. My younger brother is going to be 20. I grew up with him for 18 years not even having the slightest sign he was schizophrenic or sick in any way. I just though my brother was different. you know the quiet type. Im here today because I cant handle the pain anymore. No one around me knows whats going on or what to do nor can they understand / cope. Im looking for support & advice. I cant do this by myself anymore. My brother is addicted to Meth & again Schizophrenic. his episodes are too much for me. He speaks in riddles & i never understand what hes saying. I get frustrated & I want to know how to deal with something like this. I want to be there for my brother. I know hes hurting on the inside & the voices in his head are always negative / evil. im scared for the people around my brother as well as himself. He's definitely suicidal!!! this is my WORST FEAR. I cant lose him I want to help him but Idk what to do.... any advice or experience will be greatly appreciated! God bless ~