Friday, June 01, 2012

Cmefly's Posts

Well I am still alive

Since New Years I have had to deal with jury duty, medication issues, health insurance issues, loan issues, tuition issues, new roommates moving in, working, job hunting, computer hard drive failing, and a new semester of classes. Oh, and the devil (see previous posts) is suing me. He is also suing my parents and threatening to have them arrested.... Read moreChevron

Worst Bipolar Related Comments Said to Me.

Worst bipolar related things ever said to me.   When I informed my parents of my diagnosis:   my mum - "You are not like my sister! You can not have bipolar!"   my pops - "Can't you just get your head scanned?"   My little sister eventually said this - "I do not think you have bipolar." Yeah cause she had the references... Read moreChevron

Sister Update

I found out tonight that my mother had a phone conversation with my sister that lasted four hours yesterday. The only limited contact my family has had with my sister in the last two months has not been pleasant. She has accused us of making her sick and risking her life by hospitalizing her in October.   I guess my sister is finally... Read moreChevron

Part of my sister's story

My sister has bipolar, an eating disorder, substance abuse problems, and self-mutilations problems. This is shortened version of what has gone on this fall in regards to her.   http://biodun-iginla.blogspot.com/2008/11/sarah-condons-story-biodun-iginla-bbc.html

Vulnerability, hurt, and weakness

Today my therapist stated that I have a problem with being vulnerable and hurt. To me those make me weak. To show my weakness means I will be devoured. Jack London's White Fang comes to mind.   I do not know if or how twisted that is...