Wednesday, May 30, 2012
Mamee
  • Mamee
  • Location: eddyville, KY, United States
  • Gender: Female
  • Birthday: December 16, 1946
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HEALTH INTERESTS:

depression,  panic attacks,  very tired,  lost interest in everything,  kidney problems,  sad all the time,  alone,  wont take anymore antidepressants,  lost weight,  no desire to eat,  a lot of pain,  body feels like its ready to say enough

DRUGS I AM TAKING:

Mamee has not shared any drug information.

ABOUT ME:

I'm the Mother of 5 children, married in 1964, difficult marriage, divorded in 1979. No help from their father . Was young and stupid, made a lot of mistakes,I prayed everyday of my life to keep my children safe from harm. Joey and Mark were my "wild ones", beautiful people, so alive and funny, all my kids were, Sonya was the mother hen, always seeing to her brothers, she and Joey were so close. Chris born in 65, Mark 66,Sonya67,Joey68 and Robbie 69, he died at birth, born to early. In 1982 I met a man and he taught me to drive a semi, for 17 yrs, I was a long haul truck driver,after Joeys death I went back to work a few times, but I couldnt hold it together.I raised Sonya's oldest son and he made it thru college and has his first decent job, he turned out to be a wonderful person, I babysit Joeys only little girl, she is the spark that keeps me going, but some days are very hard, mentally they are so difficult. I pretend they are ok, just for her. My health is failing rapidly, and I'm always so sad, have no interest in housework and normal thinga a person should hqve.I'm going to make an effort to try and find normal today, there is a book I'm reading that is enlighting, I want my life back, I miss it so much. How does one find the courage to start over?

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