Hi everyone!
Ive been so tired lately - like its a struggle to keep my eyes open.
I feel very foggy and very just very drained....it sucks....
Does this ever go away? I cant live like this....its hard to work full time when all you want to do is sleep....except at night - then I cant sleep.
Also how do you get... Read more
So yesterday I had a tremendously bad anxiety attack that lasted pretty much all day. I was irritated and annoyed and was in my backlash bulldozing mode....I hate being like this - but once it starts I just cant snap out of it.
We had to go to a Benefit gala that my husband's company was a major sponsor for - and about three hours there -... Read more
Hello!I posted before the argument my psychiatrist and I had - and how he wants to treat me for addiction vs. bipolar and I want him to do the reverse.
He is pushing me to go to AA everyday which the very thought overwhelms me. My therapist is working with me on balance and wants me to cut back on meetings - and focus on... Read more
The cycles are really getting to me today. Im learning to truly enjoy the good days....but the past three days Im bleh....I just want to lay around, sleep, eat, and make jewelry (my favorite past time). I dont want to do step work with my AA Sponsor. I dont want to go to AA, I dont want to do my BP Workbook. I dont want to... Read more
Good Morning! I hope everyone is having a good day today! We got a TON of snow - Im very grateful for loving in laws that gave us their old snow blower! The foot and a half we got would have been very painful shoveling - and since I was in a funky funk yesterday it would not have gone well.
I just came out of a 3 day... Read more
