Information and opinions on health from coffee421 at HealthCentral.com. HealthCentral.com is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/515484/index http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/515484/rss self application/xml en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/515484/index http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/515484/137165/nightmare Sat, 23 Apr 2011 17:54:07 -0400 coffee421 I lost my father almost a year ago to a suicide. I have been having nightmares that started soon after his death. Where I can hear and feel the gun go off inside my head and I feel a huge amount of pressure in my head. My body jumps and that is it no images just the sound the feeling and me UP ALL NIGHT!!!! I am scared to close my eyes I have no idea why this is happening to me. I am on and off my meds. Why I cant just stay on them..... I have... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/515484/137165/nightmare