Wednesday, May 30, 2012

hautbois's Posts

EffexorXR name brand to generic

For the past 2 1/2 years I have taken EffexorXR300mg daily, the name brand drug maker.  My Medicare Part D insurance only pays for the generic.  I have been in the generic and last week hypomania has come for a visit.  I did not sleep for almost 6 days.  I saw my Psych Doc last week when this first started and we thought it was... Read moreChevron

I Have Returned

I just wanted to say hello to everyone on the site.  I have not been on in over a year.  I am alive (happily) and doing well.  Over the past year I discovered Reiki and Meditation.  Both modalities are my savior.  I am going to write more about my discovery in a few days in the hope that it can help at least one... Read moreChevron

learned I will die from a brain tumor - not from bipolar

I have not posted in a few weeks.  Over a week ago I learned that the growth on the left pons of my brain stem can not be removed and will eventually take my life.  This growth over the last year has caused me neurological problems with the right side of my body.  I have gone through so much in the last 18 months with my health and... Read moreChevron

FREAKING OUT BIG TIME

Diagnoised with  Bipolar II this year, clinical depression, December 2008 almost died from a MRSA infection and again in February 2009.  May 2009 I admissted my self to psych ward.  Right before admission discovered that I have a lesion on my Left Pons section of the brain, which is part of the brain stem.  Take and see... Read moreChevron

no sleep tonight

It is 2:18 a.m. and I can not sleep.  I took all my meds, but just can't seem to calm down enough to fall asleep.  I really do not know what I am anxious about as life right now is pretty good.  Ahh, maybe that is why I am anxious.  At least I am not crawling out of my skin.  The worst part of it is that there is nothing... Read moreChevron