On August 13th 2007 after a 6 year battle i finally got told that i had bipolar disorder 2. It's not been easy like most people who suffer from it. My family have nothing to do with me apart from my mum who bares the brunt of it all. But she is great. I have few friends and though's that i do have really have no idea what bipolar is which sometimes suits me fine other times it annoys me.  Sometimes i feel like my life is passing me by or that i am watching a film of my life. Dont know if that even makes sense. On October 26th 2009 i miscarriaged my twins, who where due to be born on April 20th 2010. This really took alot out of me and i am still griving for them, i just want my babies back. I know i have to carry on for them.