Information and opinions on health from bobalebop at HealthCentral.com. HealthCentral.com is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/5444/index http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/5444/rss self application/xml en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/5444/index http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5444/139387/working Fri, 03 Jun 2011 16:24:41 -0400 bobalebop   In October of last year my only Uncle commited suicde. I am still trying to get over that. Since it seems everything has been going downhill for me. Relasped on drugs, self mutalation,so stressed want to just leave, seeing and hearing more than normal, paranoia,dengerative disc disease, sciatica of the right leg, etc...   I've been having more and more eposides. I'm trying very very hard but seem to to take three steps forward... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5444/139387/working