Wednesday, May 30, 2012

Marishka's Posts

hearts not a good idea

I don't think these hearts are a good idea.  I am too tired to explain.  Sounds like many feel this way. Creates added complexity and stress.    

just ate a lot of chocolate...so much fear...

Hi all,   I just ate so much chocolate...I have so much fear and rage...so much terror and anxiety...   I have ordered some ativan finally and will pick it up tomorrow...I have decided it is better to take it for now and deal with taking a benzodiazapine later, maybe I can take one a day and leave it at that...I need it right... Read moreChevron

feel so unappreciated, unvalued and not even me

Hi all,   I have not been on in a while...not posting, not responding....I simply have had too much body pain to sit in front of my computer with the car noise...have been in the park as much as possible...which is nice for that but not feeling much connection or validation or comraderie...   the ducks and the wild geese...we get... Read moreChevron

less is more

Hi all,   I have a small paper in the corner of my mirror that says that...less is more..and  it is for me...I am overwhelmed by all the things to do and how fast and complicated life is...cars, freeways, appointments, gadgets...I long for a simple life. I would have the life of a hundred years ago if I could...   Don't have... Read moreChevron

best decisions

Hi all,   what are the ways to make the best decisions? do we always have good choices or sometimes what seems like the best of what we have available?  does it matter a lot what we choose?  are there bad decisions?  how do we make them when we are depressed and things are needing to change to help the depression and you are... Read moreChevron