i have recently went into the hospital(mental).i just got out tuesday and i feel much better.ive been taking my meds everyday and today i woke up well rested and ready to start the day.i got lots to do too.good timing .im trying to keep everything organized for the holidays too.there is so much that needs to be bought and prepared,wrapped and... Read more
im wired but on the same note im depressed,,,,i keep picking my skin,,,i got blood everywhere.i have this pulsating feeling in my body.i feel like i want to hurt myself but i am trying to contral it,,,,i got alot to do in the next month.i cant afford to go to a hospital.i feel like i want to take all my pills and forget it.weirdest feeling ever.is... Read more
recently i had a med change.i was taken off everything and started on the rysperdol shot,,,because i dont take my meds like i should.the shot starts tuesday.in the mean time im taking adivan for sleep,,,which is not helping at all.so,,,,i stay up all night and most of the day.im lucky if i get 2 hrs of sleep a day.i dont feel like im in a manic... Read more
i am not good with taking my meds everyday.i end up not taking them at all.when i get started with them,i do real good.then i start slacking til i end up taking none.this is not good for me,because i begin to do things i normally dont do.(like drink too much,smoke weed and have unprotected sex with strange men.)my question is"is there a med... Read more
it all started when i was little.i had crossed eyes and hearing aids.all the kids made fun of me.as a result i acted out.always in trouble at school and home.i remember at the age of 4 i got mad at my sisters and chased them around with a butcher knife and a meat cleaver.they locked themselves in the bathroom.i ended up beating a hole in the door... Read more
