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Jamaica on Depression
Tuesday, May 11 2010
when i am really mad, i hear voices, or wat my therapist calls illogical thoughts. I hate them cuz they make me feel weak and helpless. But my friends tell me to take control of them. Its hard though. So.. the other day i was really mad because this girl had called me a b**** and i had to control my emotions. So when i got home i started hearing... Read more
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Jamaica on Depression
Wednesday, April 28 2010
i had a terrible nightmare last night that my birthmother died. I am scared that she might have died already and i dont know yet. I dont know my birthmother but i love her no matter wat. I've seen a picture of her so i know wat she looks like her.. but i havent seen her since i was a baby
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Jamaica on Depression
Wednesday, April 21 2010
Hi my name is Jamaica and i have a depression disorder. I hate my life, i hate myself, and all i want to do is die. I have been depressed for as long as i can remember. Life isn't that gr8 anymore. Yeah- i have a brother and a boyfriend but im just- i dont know. I hate wat ive been thru and thats why i punish myself physically and emotionally. Ive... Read more
