I adore playing rock and country on my numerous electric and accoustic guitars.  Love to sing and have all the amps and goodies.  I have played and sang (mostly Bon Jovi) in many bars around the area and thoroughly love performing.  I am lucky enough to own the black stallion; my horse "The Blitz" but I don't believe I will ever be able to ride him again.  It is heartbreaking and devastating that this pain destroys so much of your life.  I have still not gotten over my anger and I'm not sure I ever will.  i began my fabulous walk thru flower garden about 20 years ago, complete with fishponds, pathways, gazebo's and trellises, absolutely gorgeous - and now I can barely spend any time at all taking care of it - another heartbreaking situation.  Thank Goodness I have my little buddy to help me!  My son, he just turned 17 and is 6 foot 7 inches, 220 and unfortunately gets stuck doing a lot in the garden, hauling my hay, etc., things I cannot do anymore - I am one PI$$ed off chick about all of it!