Information and opinions on health from Sunshine713 at HealthCentral.com. HealthCentral.com is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/6491/index http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/6491/rss self application/xml en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/6491/index http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/6491/14576/abusive-episode Fri, 05 Oct 2007 12:44:00 -0400 Sunshine713 I had another explosive episode last night.  The tiniest thing will set me off.  I feel so bad for my boyfriend because I know he hates me when I get this way.  I get such intense and fierce rage - usually over something I know I could handle differently, without blowing up.  But the rage takes control and I can't stop it.  I even think things like, "Who is saying these things?  Why am I screaming at him... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/6491/14576/abusive-episode