Information and opinions on health from tony2014fan at HealthCentral.com. HealthCentral.com is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/66566/index http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/66566/rss self application/xml en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/66566/index http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/66566/141094/thoughts Tue, 05 Jul 2011 21:12:50 -0400 tony2014fan I use to love my job...now I hate it. Work with a great organzation but feel less than valued. Have been a manager for some 5 plus years. Got a new boss and she is micro managing everything and everyone. It is hard for me to just walk away from some place that has given me so much. She seems to love pushing me in a corner and watching me fight my way out. The funny thing about this problem is that everyone that I work with see's it except her. I... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/66566/141094/thoughts http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/66566/108278/start Fri, 02 Apr 2010 19:28:02 -0400 tony2014fan It has almost been a year ago that I was diagnosed with breast cancer. Never have had time to deal with having cancer. My oldest son had a terrible accident and had to take care of him. Now I find myself so angry with myself an just about everyone I work with. Have never been physically violent with anyone before, but feel very out of control.   Have no use for my cancer doctors they just chalk everything to depression. I waited over six... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/66566/108278/start http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/66566/89686/not-sure Tue, 06 Oct 2009 19:04:00 -0400 tony2014fan I have been living with depression/bipolar depending on the doctors feelings for the days. My life has been a roller coaster since April. I sent my youngest off to boot camp and a hour later was diagnosed with breast cancer. I have had 35 radiation treatments and still going. If this was not enough my oldest son had a very serious accident and has had to learn how to walk all over. Things are starting to wind down. It is the times that I am... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/66566/89686/not-sure http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/66566/66217/turn Tue, 07 Apr 2009 10:09:34 -0400 tony2014fan I have been very down for weeks now. Have been keeping all of my appoinments with my doctors but still feeling awful. Have many things going on in my life from work,financial,health, and loss. My youngest son is leaving next week for the Navy and I am very happy and proud of him. It is going to be a huge change. My health is good I think but my doctor found a lump and I go for more test Monday. Work is driving me crazy and most of the people... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/66566/66217/turn http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/66566/56318/advice Tue, 20 Jan 2009 17:06:06 -0500 tony2014fan I have been living with depression most of my life and soon will be 50. Feeling out of control and my back up against the wall. Have a job that is rewarding but a lot of work. Not handling work situations very well at all. I am very negative with everyone from my family to my co-workers. Not to let some of the people that I work with know how bad I feel have been trying to put the mask on. Not doing well and have tried to explain my problem to... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/66566/56318/advice http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/66566/49535/what-should-do Thu, 20 Nov 2008 09:29:12 -0500 tony2014fan I work for a very worthwhile non-profit. I actually came to the program as a battered women with a child. We worked the program and was offered a job. Love my job most of the time. I do not have a social work degree but a life degree. I am all about helping to make the world a better place to live.   Yesterday we had our annual thanksgiving meal for the women and children. I work as the facilities manager. That is a nice way of saying... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/66566/49535/what-should-do http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/66566/42455/tunnel-darkness Fri, 26 Sep 2008 15:38:28 -0400 tony2014fan I have been trying to stay out of the tunnel of darkness. Have a good job, but a lot of changes are going on in my job. Work for a non-profit that does great good. The overwhelming feeling of never being finished is putting it mildy. Have so much work and not enough hours in a day to finish the work. My co-workers are the ones with the MSW and I am the one with life experience. They are busy saving the world and I am the one doing the management... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/66566/42455/tunnel-darkness http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/66566/41435/wonder-why Thu, 18 Sep 2008 16:47:52 -0400 tony2014fan I have lived with depression since about the age of 8 or 10. I am now almost 50 years old. Many times it has been tough to stop myself from going over the edge. I go out only because people expect me to. Happiness would be at home sitting in the dark. I have made a lot of great changes and look great on the outside. Trusting people with my most inner thoughts is very hard and I feel they judge. I try not to converse with people that I work with.... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/66566/41435/wonder-why