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trainlightindeed
is Overwhelmed..just sent for school brochures. Could I handle it?? Hypomanic night last night. Depressed tonight.
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Location: Jacksonville, FL, United States
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Gender: Female
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Birthday: August 05, 1970
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Bio: Wishing I can work again. Frustrated yet blessed.
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HEALTH INTERESTS:
Mental illness, Mood disorders, Detoxification, cleansing, natural remedies, supplements, herbs , exercise, yoga, meditation, spirituality--not religion-- and wellness overall.
DRUGS I AM TAKING:
waiting on refills for trazadone, lamictal, and topamax. ...missed last 2 appointments no bus faire. Now doc wont see me until the noshow fee is paid.
ABOUT ME:
My last cocktail stopped working so I will try something new.
My finances aren't great because of the limited disability I get. I'm grateful the rent and electric is paid etc. I spend alot of time alone. My daughter moved in with her friends. I don't blame her. Alot of rapid cycling for a long time now.
Other than the dark periods..I am outgoing,sociable, articulate, love documentaries and comedies. I love old school r7b, industrial, new wave, metal and classic rock music. My daughter is bright, artsy and has alot of friends. I have lost good jobs because of my mood disorder. over and over I try to stay positive.
I would love to work for an advocacy non profit organization that helps others. I love to help others.
Trying to figure out what I can and will do. I am on the busline so having a car would be the best christmas on any day right now. I used to do volunteer work with women and children. I even did a suicide prevention with local law enforcement (JSO)before. That is helping people online not make the supreme sacrifice. Its funny because I was just on the other side a few days ago. The thoughts come and go. I feel like no one understands the realm of where my head is. So here I am posting on a board to hopefully connect with others and swap positive goals and daily living ideas. I have been taking omega 3's until I get back on the meds. They work at high doses with vitamin b-12. Feel free to connect with me if your positive without judging me. "Acceptance" goes along with allowing others to allow a higher power to find what a person needs.. that you may think only your hurtful words can can change for another.
"dont be fooled by the spark of mania, it's really a trainlight indeed"
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