Information and opinions on health from outsider Artist at HealthCentral.com. HealthCentral.com is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/6823/index http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/6823/rss self application/xml en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/6823/index http://www.healthcentral.com/chronic-pain/c/6823/40177/undecided Tue, 09 Sep 2008 10:42:18 -0400 outsider Artist ....ever do I change...and allways will"""ONE DAY the next      day,Yesterday,Today,I will be who I am and when I am    me I will be changeing...pain changes who(me) you are from  morning untill night      impulsivity(and anger,frustration ).''.surges from every drop  of my self....,I envey people who have masted self control   and listening....dont expect... http://www.healthcentral.com/chronic-pain/c/6823/40177/undecided http://www.healthcentral.com/chronic-pain/c/6823/40172/womans-inside Tue, 09 Sep 2008 10:14:19 -0400 outsider Artist Inside me,................  I am stuck,..............my spine,..............my lungs I fear them so much It causes me to sit and wait for something to change but change never comes My breathing gets worse,   I get more fearfull. will I end up like my dad and be tourtured for 6 months untill I become Futile then I become "a simple common DNR" DO NOT RESESATATE" ........make sure everythings in place" has the doctor... http://www.healthcentral.com/chronic-pain/c/6823/40172/womans-inside http://www.healthcentral.com/chronic-pain/c/6823/39798/deal-judgeing Sat, 06 Sep 2008 00:46:37 -0400 outsider Artist prehaps i will decide to keep my info a secrect what do you feel about people that live in empty homes here should they throw  crapp at out glass house? I thought we were safe from that here? either people need to be kind or I will go crazy judmental idiots need to leave, i can deal with looking at myself every day,can you stand who you are? I cant GO aWAY! http://www.healthcentral.com/chronic-pain/c/6823/39798/deal-judgeing http://www.healthcentral.com/chronic-pain/c/6823/39244/foolishness Mon, 01 Sep 2008 18:13:32 -0400 outsider Artist this is my child,my first born,I am Perplexed as to how People would ever think,for a second... I would not try everything possible for my child.? Judgemental Ignoramuses  leave me alone..stay away!   Life is too short to tell me what I should be doing...when you dont know what I have done!   THEN WHEN I,I AM ASKING ABOUT MY CHILD.say they are more concerned about me?? I am a WOMAN I CAN HANDLE me... My son will be DEAD I... http://www.healthcentral.com/chronic-pain/c/6823/39244/foolishness http://www.healthcentral.com/chronic-pain/c/6823/24124/hope-hand Thu, 03 Apr 2008 18:08:00 -0400 outsider Artist HELP,i am needing help,I have Hope ,Help will arrive,but am mistaken again and again.  Often I get "MY HOPE" up ,and see a new fresh Doctor.ONLY to be given No HELP.again I am in HELL with MYSELF,while all the Hope is gone...HOW many more times can a person suffering be so hopelesly STUCK IN HELL?Why I ask am I allways not getting  HELP?well I have a idea,and prehaps it is a majior part.....I just am understanding the... http://www.healthcentral.com/chronic-pain/c/6823/24124/hope-hand http://www.healthcentral.com/chronic-pain/c/6823/17697/180-30-mgs Wed, 12 Dec 2007 01:10:00 -0500 outsider Artist PLEASE SOME ONETELL ME WHAT YOU THINK?THIS BORDERLINES ON CRIMMINALthis is the very thing that screws it for us that sufferdocs,?what the hell are they doing.give a 24 yr old man,that admitts he is drug seeking and dr hopping,on a first visitall that,180 roxycodedonesNEVER there before,no files,testsnothing,he charmed her?IT IS A LOOSEING BATTLEcome on,you should have to show what you have tried to do to avoid such remedyswho would just wantto... http://www.healthcentral.com/chronic-pain/c/6823/17697/180-30-mgs http://www.healthcentral.com/chronic-pain/c/6823/16878/death Sun, 25 Nov 2007 18:40:00 -0500 outsider Artist ALL NIGHT I LAID IN MY BED,CRYING..IN hellrific pain,my back stomach,and chest..and everytime I roll onto either side,my wrists and hands and arms ache?WHAT THE HECK?is the back related to this ?my ribs kill me,I dont want to sleep tonight!WHAT OR WHO SHOULD I SEE NEXT?what type of doc?no one is telling me what to do,My primary tells me,to go to pain clinic?YET THEY WONT SEE ME?AND shE GIVES ME MEDICATION<but says she neds help for... http://www.healthcentral.com/chronic-pain/c/6823/16878/death http://www.healthcentral.com/chronic-pain/c/6823/16835/space-spine Sat, 24 Nov 2007 12:15:00 -0500 outsider Artist DARNIT! Hamanagenomia? what ever is it spelled like,it is in my T8 SpINE BONE! what will it do?I am suffering..and have no plan,not anything!anyone else like me? this was a while ago and a very vauge photo,I have others that are more discript,see how it also is in 2 spots? from top to bottom it is the entire bone,My back has been killing me for 5-6 yrs,this was found just 3 yrs ago! Before I had been torqueing my bodys top half left and the... http://www.healthcentral.com/chronic-pain/c/6823/16835/space-spine http://www.healthcentral.com/chronic-pain/c/6823/16834/cyst-will-die Sat, 24 Nov 2007 12:09:00 -0500 outsider Artist   I dont know how much longerI will stand this all not knowing what it isnot knowing what it can doand not breathing freely isa huge delima to meMy father died on a resporater.I watched him,then they took it away.what will become of me.I dont smoke? I have asthma all my lifeI have things on in my lung.blems,chronic changes in center lobe?cyst at T2 levelis it in my lung??or spine?what is it?who can tell me?not the pulmanary doc,not the... http://www.healthcentral.com/chronic-pain/c/6823/16834/cyst-will-die http://www.healthcentral.com/chronic-pain/c/6823/16653/med-pain Tue, 20 Nov 2007 00:38:00 -0500 outsider Artist I do things!I am a shaker and moverwell i was....DAMMITTI want me back..i suffer every hr,even folding clotes,kill me.Please some one if you know anybody who can read these things have them call me732-970-8666 I am desperate!peacelinda me just find some one please I dont want to get worse..if I di I swear I will rollup in in the corner and die..I cant take it http://www.healthcentral.com/chronic-pain/c/6823/16653/med-pain