Information and opinions on health from Gordon at HealthCentral.com. HealthCentral.com is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/68781/index http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/68781/rss self application/xml en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/68781/index http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/68781/16931/madness-it-end Mon, 26 Nov 2007 17:35:00 -0500 Gordon Its a hard day today. People call I don't answer. I did get out of bed so I'm not doing too bad. I don't fight the anxiety or waves I found it's easier to just let them move over me and give in. less mental stress. I have suicide plans but I try not to go there. I'm 2 years into this, 2 suicide attempts 12 hospital stays, a failed marriage of 22 years with 4 children. I'm not sure this is helping? I have a hard time... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/68781/16931/madness-it-end