Information and opinions on health from Erica at HealthCentral.com. HealthCentral.com is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/691508/index http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/691508/rss self application/xml en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/691508/index http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/691508/72787/life Fri, 29 May 2009 22:26:20 -0400 Erica So as many of you know, living a bipolar laced life is horrible, and leads you to many places unknown of. Things come and go by so fast that you dont even recall what ever happened : ) I think things definetly happen for a reason, but sometimes you want to say fuck that karma shit..because life brings some very unexpected things your way sometimes! ....   I was just released from the hospital a week ago, after a very bad manic... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/691508/72787/life http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/691508/60700/left Mon, 23 Feb 2009 20:30:30 -0500 Erica I am so lost right now. I dont know where else to turn to. or who? life just keeps rolling by me as i lay here in silence. silence that kills me constantly.. and i hurt everyone else around me. everyone has chosen to leave. I feel extremely crazy writing this. i dont know what to do with myself anymore. I am at a complete loss. has anyone ever felt this down before? I know im not special or anything. but sometimes i feel i have nothing more in... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/691508/60700/left http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/691508/59018/day Tue, 10 Feb 2009 17:50:38 -0500 Erica So again, i got up today and went to work. First day back to work in 5 days since my episode and not getting out of bed the remaining days. It was really hard. I thank god i do not work for/with a bunch of people. I am pretty much my own boss at a bakery. And i take a different person under my wing everyday. I think It helps me feel like i can actually work. I dont usually work well with others.. feel i do better by myself, because that way i do... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/691508/59018/day http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/691508/59017/day Tue, 10 Feb 2009 17:50:34 -0500 Erica So again, i got up today and went to work. First day back to work in 5 days since my episode and not getting out of bed the remaining days. It was really hard. I thank god i do not work for/with a bunch of people. I am pretty much my own boss at a bakery. And i take a different person under my wing everyday. I think It helps me feel like i can actually work. I dont usually work well with others.. feel i do better by myself, because that way i do... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/691508/59017/day http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/691508/58736/harder-bipolar Sun, 08 Feb 2009 10:31:33 -0500 Erica Hi, I am new to this site. I am looking for comfort and support. I have been battling bipolar and bpd since i was 11. I go thru mixed states, most of which i decide its finally over and im not worth the time to talk down from the ledge. I recently had a really bad manic episode. I hurt my girlfriend and my mother. (with words) and i feel so guilty. I screamed at them like it was their fault i was like this. I dont know where to go from here,... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/691508/58736/harder-bipolar