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Kis Finally Moving On
- Location: TX, United States
- Gender: Female
- Bio: I am 22 years old, and didn't have a choice!!!
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Where do I even start?!?! I left the guy that I was dating to be with another guy who I thought was better for me. Well little did I know that he would be the cause for my sadness. His name is Anthony Frank Davis from San Angelo. He works as a merchandiser for Academy Sports & Outdoors. We were kind of dating, but mostly it was sexual. One day we were having a bbq with some of our co-workers. We finally went inside to our hotel room, and he got a call from his doctor. I knew something was wrong buy listening to his tone of voice. Anyways, he got off the phone and looked at me with a serious face. He said to me that he needed to ask me something serious. He asked me if I had any STD's that I didn't inform him about. I said hell no I get checked almost every two weeks to a month. And I don't sleep around. Then that's when he told me that he tested positive for genital herpes, and that I might either have it or get it. At that point I didn't know what to think. My world just stopped. Well time went on and I finally came back home for a little time off of work. I went to my doctor to get checked. As I waited anxiously for the results I had the biggest feeling that I tested positive. I mean we were having unprotected sex before he broke the news to me. Finally, my doctor came in and she said "Krystal your test came back positive." I was so frightened, and felt so ashamed of myself for letting that happen. I told Anthony that I did test positive, and he told me that it's okay cause we have each-other. The day before I had to go back to work I broke the news to my parents. My mom took it the hardest, and I'll never forget the harsh things she said. She was saying things like oh your just a slut and I knew you were sleeping around with a lot of guys. She even went to her room to get my dads gun to kill herself. She kept saying that she was so ashamed of me, and that she will not sit there and tell me that I'm going to be okay. My dad was more understanding. I had to leave and my mom just stood there. My dad finally came over to me and gave me a hug. He said to me that everything was going to be okay. I turned and looked at my mom and said "That's all I wanted mom a freaken hug!" Me and Anthony weren't really on talking terms at that time. So when I saw him again he asked if he could talk to me. And me being as stupid as I was then I said yes. Well he came up to my hotel room, and pretty much did a great job at convincing me that I was meant to be with him, because we both tested positive. He said that nobody would want to be with me because of our disease. He pretty much mind fucked me!!! That whole time I just wanted to get back together with my ex-boyfriend, but I was convinced that I wasn't any good for anyone but Anthony. Anthony and I ended up getting back together, because he made me feel like I really didn't have a choice. One afternoon I got a phone call from our boss looking for Anthony. I gave the phone to Anthony, and I knew something else was wrong. Well he had to go back home to San Angelo, because his little girl was sick. That day that he left me was the day that everything ended between us. He didn't call me anymore or didn't answer my phone calls. He ended up calling one of our co-workers asking her if she could get his stuff back from me since he wasn't ever coming back to work with us. I was so pissed because he didn't even have the balls to call me and end it with us or let me know what was going to happen with us. He just left me all alone wondering if we were still together or if we would ever be together. That was an ugly feeling not knowing what was going on. It's like I never existed to him. He hurt me so much. I just can't believe that I believed him when he said he wanted to marry me and have kids with me. He even told me that he loved me....ALL BULLSHIT!!! He just used me and gave me herpes, because he wanted me to be his property. I was taking a chance with this guy, because I thought he really did mean what he said about us being happy together forever. In the end I ended up suffering. I don't know how he can possibly still live with himself knowing that he ruined somebody's life. I ended up in the hospital twice because of him. I ended up getting back with my ex and we are now engaged. He is very accepting about the whole herpes thing. He said he doesn't care if he gets it as long as we're together forever. It's been like 8 months that I've had herpes, and I have fallen into a really bad depression. I'm just so glad that this has brought me closer to my fiance. And yes every time I have an outbreak I still do think about Anthony, and what he did to me. I know with time that will all go away,I hope. He is no longer in my life which is awesome. I just hope he's not out there giving this disease to other girls. But I know how he is and he is out there giving it to so many girls. He doesn't care as long as he gets what he wants. I only wish he knew exactly how I felt and how hard he's made my life. I am so far away from gone, and I just want to be here. All I know is that KARMA IS A BITCH ANTHONY!!! You will go to hell for what you did to me, and you will get everything you deserve which is shit! You will one day regret what you did to me, and I hope your suffering right now you selfish asshole!!!PHOTOS:
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