Friday, June 01, 2012

Kyle's Posts

Seeing red or some kind of relapse????

So frustrated lately. And the overall stress levels are low enough. Just seems like small things are really bugging the crap out of me.   All day yesterday I was in my car.   I went to get my fishing license and right when I get home I am asked to go the next city over and pick someone up. No problem. Get in, go.    Get... Read moreChevron

Time stands still

I'm slow and sluggish at the moment. Nothing seems to help me my mind just keeps wandering aimlessly. Totally sucks.   I may not mind it so much if anything good came from it but really it's like wasted effort. Nothing good comes of it. When you can't focus you turn to tunnel vision.   I can't even write a good post but this works... Read moreChevron

I'm gonna win... I just know it.

The will is strong with me right now. I can't deny my own life and problems cause they're there with me constantly.   And others can't xray my brain to find my problems.   And they sure as hell can't treat my pain with pills.   And there is no cure for my silent killer. Just treatments to make it bearable.   I can't... Read moreChevron

Zoloft, Psychiatrists, and Therapists...

My zoloft does not help me much at all. Like placebo. Sometimes I swear it makes me worse. I'm on 200 and Doc says I should avoid anything higher.   My psychiatrist is either lazy or truely stumped. Says pills won't do jack and I need therapy. It seems like he just goes through the motions like I do. Not really feeling anything but... Read moreChevron

Woohoo! Much better now.

Hi, everyone. I have not posted in a long time and I'm sorry about that. I am okay and I get a little better every day. I recently found a great solution to my problems. I do not make any money so I cannot afford medical care. But, I signed up for charity care at a hospital in my area called Virginia Mason. Everything is free except prescriptions.... Read moreChevron