Information and opinions on health from Kyle at HealthCentral.com. HealthCentral.com is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/703299/index http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/703299/rss self application/xml en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/703299/index http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/703299/152838/kind-relapse Thu, 10 May 2012 03:56:40 -0400 Kyle So frustrated lately. And the overall stress levels are low enough. Just seems like small things are really bugging the crap out of me.   All day yesterday I was in my car.   I went to get my fishing license and right when I get home I am asked to go the next city over and pick someone up. No problem. Get in, go.    Get home and realize I wanted to go to that same city this week to get the ball rolling on disability... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/703299/152838/kind-relapse http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/703299/152686/time-stands Sat, 05 May 2012 05:34:24 -0400 Kyle I'm slow and sluggish at the moment. Nothing seems to help me my mind just keeps wandering aimlessly. Totally sucks.   I may not mind it so much if anything good came from it but really it's like wasted effort. Nothing good comes of it. When you can't focus you turn to tunnel vision.   I can't even write a good post but this works for catching up I guess.   Have a good day, everyone. I'm very tired so I'm gonna go to sleep. http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/703299/152686/time-stands http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/703299/152238/gonna-win Fri, 20 Apr 2012 04:06:02 -0400 Kyle The will is strong with me right now. I can't deny my own life and problems cause they're there with me constantly.   And others can't xray my brain to find my problems.   And they sure as hell can't treat my pain with pills.   And there is no cure for my silent killer. Just treatments to make it bearable.   I can't lose I have no other options and nobody is gonna tell me how I think or act and explain to me why. It's... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/703299/152238/gonna-win http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/703299/152149/psychiatrists Tue, 17 Apr 2012 03:31:24 -0400 Kyle My zoloft does not help me much at all. Like placebo. Sometimes I swear it makes me worse. I'm on 200 and Doc says I should avoid anything higher.   My psychiatrist is either lazy or truely stumped. Says pills won't do jack and I need therapy. It seems like he just goes through the motions like I do. Not really feeling anything but discomfort when around him. Same with any doctors, really.   He did give me some good advice, though.... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/703299/152149/psychiatrists http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/703299/150966/woohoo Wed, 07 Mar 2012 05:52:47 -0500 Kyle Hi, everyone. I have not posted in a long time and I'm sorry about that. I am okay and I get a little better every day. I recently found a great solution to my problems. I do not make any money so I cannot afford medical care. But, I signed up for charity care at a hospital in my area called Virginia Mason. Everything is free except prescriptions. Doctor visits and tests, free of charge. Precsriptions, when filled at their pharmacy, are actually... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/703299/150966/woohoo http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/703299/148748/entertainment Fri, 30 Dec 2011 10:18:03 -0500 Kyle Christmas was very nice. got together with the family.   And now that I'm home most of the time I have rewired and refurbed my room for entertainment :)   Made my 22 inch TV my PC monitor as well as my ordinary TV. I've had it for a few years and once I switched it to multitask mode I never went back.   On top of that I download movies, tv shows, games, and music. And I copy movies to my PS3 so I can watch it without any... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/703299/148748/entertainment http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/703299/146880/acceptance Mon, 14 Nov 2011 08:07:21 -0500 Kyle I think it's about time I have accepted a few things about myself. I am a man who is better off alone than with someone else. I like being alone but in some cases I feel there's just some kind of pressure. Why? Why is everything a race to the finish line? Are we really so eager to destroy ourselves worrying about petty things?   No, that's not it. It's that emotions can and will destroy us. For some of us they already have. We feel so... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/703299/146880/acceptance http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/703299/146451/trapped Thu, 03 Nov 2011 23:48:30 -0400 Kyle Yup. Definitely trapped. I can't work a full time job cause if I do I'll be making "too much" money and my parents will have to pay more rent which comes out of my pocket as well. In fact they could lose housing all together which would make things even worse. If I claim I moved out they could possibly force us into a 1 bedroom so I can't do that. Either way I'm losing.   And foodstamps would be taken away as well. More money out of my... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/703299/146451/trapped http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/703299/146076/brighter Thu, 27 Oct 2011 04:00:51 -0400 Kyle I have a few things in life that I absolutely love. I love dogs. I love my family. I love my friends. And I love every moment I get on this earth to experience these things.   My Niece will be born soon. I'm extremely happy about that. I want to welcome her to this earth and be the uncle I always knew I could be. I want to look into her eyes and see the universe. My beautiful niece. Not even born yet but she makes me happy. What can be... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/703299/146076/brighter http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/703299/145822/chances Fri, 21 Oct 2011 04:47:33 -0400 Kyle See. These chances used to be dreams. But dreams are what you get when you sleep. I want to know what happens when you take action. Considering my little life experiment I have made a few decisions.   I have made myself known. I took it upon myself to carve my destiny. I never really took chances before. But I have learned that sometimes you just gotta go for it. And I have.   I've done a few things that I would normally not do in... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/703299/145822/chances