Friday, June 01, 2012

Animus's Posts

Been a long time

Hi to everyone out there in the community. I haven't traversed this site for over a year now. Have had a change of environments and just adjusting. They say expatriates of a country often have trouble readjusting to life back home. You could say I am having a few troubles readjusting. But I think it's also the sz. But I'm back seeing a... Read moreChevron

stopped meds, started again.

I had stopped the meds for about 2-3 months until a week or so ago, and only then taking them every so often. Felt ok, except very moody and misunderstood. But finally it all got to me and I took them. I have always taken care of myself through the illness. I have never been taken to hospital and I think its because I can seem fairly normal... Read moreChevron

Today was Hell

Things definitely got out of control today, by my standards.. Why is each day so different? My rationale is that I bottle everything up and it just builds up and needs to escape... it is definitely worse at work. People there are just annoying me..  well I only have 2 more weeks of this to deal with now. then I go to a different school. and... Read moreChevron

Narcolepsy

My new medication is called Pemoline, but after completing some sleep tests I will be put onto Modafinil. So... the tiredness and sleepiness I have been feeling for so long wasnt from my Sz meds. I do recall feeling sleepy alot but after being delusional for years and finally being put on Sz meds I tended to blame the meds. Currently I am taking... Read moreChevron

winter setting in

Spent the last few weeks with a mild cold but my trip to Korea compressed my eardrums causing severe pain and blockage so I couldnt hear for a while. This of course had an impact on my mood and general health so things were really bad for a while. Just before my trip I saw a sleep specialist who, as I thought told me it was narcolepsy. I was... Read moreChevron