Friday, June 01, 2012

hsurp's Posts

Does anyone ever feel ignored?

I love Facebook but I hate it.  I love people but I hate them.  I always seem to feel as though I need attention.  I try not to but I want to scream at people to PAY ATTENTION TO ME!!!  I feel ignored so many times.  Does anyone else feel this way?  And if you do, what do you do about it?  I don't know why I feel... Read moreChevron

Good time to mention your illness.

When is a good time to mention your illness?  I try to be open about my illness, although I know certain people can't know and that makes me feel terrible, like I'm hiding a bad part of myself.  I tell some people who've known me for years and I tell some after a few meetings.  I don't say anything right away.  But, 1/2 the... Read moreChevron

Doctors who don't listen.

I am very upset over my psychologist telling me she finds it hard to believe about some things I tell her!  I feel like throttling her sometimes because she must think I am a liar!  I am not a liar and will not be in the future.  Why is it that sometimes doctors can be like that and how can they say such a thing to their... Read moreChevron

No sleep

Hi, everyone.  Just frustrated at not being able to sleep or eat.  I get a lot of depression but yet I hardly sleep or eat!  Does anyone else feel that way?  There are small moments where I feel mania but go right back to feeling depression.  I take Trileptal, Abilify, Lexapro & Ambien (I still wake up at times and... Read moreChevron

Sick of this!

I am feeling very down lately.  I'm waiting for Cymbalta to kick in.  Sometimes I can't take my medication every day due to the cost.  I have been getting samples to help.  Has anyone felt so exasperated about having Bipolar (or any mental illness) and feel that life isn't worth it?  I feel guilty when I think about it... Read moreChevron