Information and opinions on health from Pam Haynes at HealthCentral.com. HealthCentral.com is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/7225/index http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/7225/rss self application/xml en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/7225/index http://www.healthcentral.com/schizophrenia/c/7225/14813/mother Wed, 10 Oct 2007 14:30:00 -0400 Pam Haynes I am 56.  From as far back as I can remember my mom lived with undiagnosed paranoid schizophrenia.  I know this because her struggles enveloped our home.  My dad left when I was young.  I never knew from morning to morning, night to night, day to day...what she would be like.  It was a fearful, scary, lonely and an unbelievably inconsistent way to grow up.  She loved the three of us.  Only, she struggled... http://www.healthcentral.com/schizophrenia/c/7225/14813/mother